I'm sure most of you don't know much about me. I'm just another starving artist trying to get his ideas out into the world. I have at least thirteen different cartoon ideas. The one I've started developing is Spirit Stars. But there's another idea I've started called Puzzle War, which is a fan-based story. I'll talk about that in a different post.
I like a lot of things like video games, art, writing, chess, basically anything that stimulates my mind.
Lately, though, I've been very depressed. It happens. I am diagnosed with clinical depression. Basically, I'm one of those saddened individuals whom always see the negative side of things. Always hurting myself physically and emotionally due to the lack of satisfaction and/or happiness.
The question that most people would probably wonder is if I'm such a deplorable person, why do I bother trying to make my own animations? The answer lies more in my since of principal and desire. I also believe that anything is possible if you put your mind to it, no matter the difficulty. And moreover, I also have ideas and stories that I want to share, but the best way to do so would be to show them the way that I have envisioned, which is by animation. Yes, a depressed person probably has no business trying to step in a competitive industry where only the perfectly talented thrive, but there was something an art instructor told me. He said that anyone has the potential of creating something, no matter who they are, nor what's happened to them. As long as you live, you can keep going. I decided to take it seriously, and so I'm pursuing my dream.
So that is partly why I created my website www.kyutwo.com It's to be a place where I can post all of my work without having to spread it all over the internet. Now, I just need to pull in a bigger audience, and I should be set.
About Me
- Kyutwo
- This will not be an "optimistic" description, but a realistic one. I'm a complex person, but simple in one way. I think too much; both a strength and a weakness. I always have a thought in my head, usually over-thinking it, which may be what has lead me to depression. I was the geek throughout school; always picked on and few friends. But at the same time it's developed my character. To the friends I have, I'm trustworthy and reliable, good moral character, someone to talk to, someone to have faith in. And it's probably thanks to my lonely life that I have such a morale outlook. So why is some lonely depressed geek nerd person who'd probably be better off dead starting a website with cartoons? I believe that following my goal is the best way to appease myself, while simultaneously fulfilling my dream of making cartoons. Doing what I want to do in life has made me feel much better than what any medication. What I want to do is to bring the 12+ cartoons in my head to life, while sending my message of believing in yourself and you can accomplish anything. In life, I am the underdog, my talents fail compared to most of the world, but that won't stop me from succeeding.
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